THE INCREDIBLE HEAVINESS OF JEALOUSY

YELLOW IS THE COLOR OF THE CARPING CRITICS!

THEY WISH TO DENY THE EMPIRICAL FACT THAT : CREATING ANYTHING IS "GENIUS" COMPARED TO ACCUSING INNOVATORS OF ANYTHING OF A FAULT.

NOTHING IS EVER GOOD ENOUGH FOR THE UNGOOD.

VAMPIRES, THEY WANT TO SUCK THE JOY OUT OF CREATIVITY, THEY HAVE NONE .

I AM ACCUSED OF BEING SELFISH WHEN I ACTUALLY RUE THE TERRIBLE MEMORY OF BEING DIVERTED FROM MY PAPER MACHE' AND MY LOST WAX CASTING, MY WRITING AND MY MUSIC, ALL FORESTALLED BY THE NEEDLESS  USELESS DRUDGERY OF NEVERENDING UNPAID WORK. 

I HAD TO GIVE UP WRITING AND MUSIC AND SKATING AND MOTORCYCLES AND SEX TO CATER TO MORONS.

IF I WAS NOT LUDICROUSLY FORCED TO DO WHAT I WOULD NEVER WILLINGLY DO BY FAMILY OR GOVERNMENT SOME LUNATIC WOULD STEAL OR BURN MY GOODS OR GET A HUGE HARASSMENT COLLUSION GOING TO "CLIP MY WINGS".

A LOCAL CRIMINAL GANG CREATED A DAMAGED HOMESTEAD BY STEALING THE TREES AND THE SOIL AND DIGGING HOLES AND DITCHES AND IMPORTING STUMPS AND TIRES FROM NEXT DOOR. THE HEAD REDNECK SAID "I SHOULD HATE YOU YOU LIVE IN THE HOUSE OF THE MAN WHO GOT US BUSTED".

I HAVE SPENT ALL THE TIME AND MONEY AND I HAVE HIRED MEN TO WORK HERE FOR FORTY YEARS  AND I STILL HAVE NOT MANAGED TO DEAL WITH THE RUIN THAT THEY CREATED TO PUNISH ME. RON SHAMBTOOKE AND RICK METCALFE JUMPED IN TO PROFIT FROM THE ARSON AND THE LAND RAPING.

THERE ARE SO MANY OBSTACLES TO CREATING ANYTHING NEW AND NICE. 

I SHOULD HAVE BEEN ABLE TO FOCUS ALL OF MY ATTENTION AND EFFORTS ON MY ARTS AND ARTISANSHIP.

I SHOULD NOT HAVE BEEN RIPPED OFF BY MY FAMILY WHO WANTED TO PREVENT THAT. 

NOR SHOULD I HAVE TO CONSTANTLY FIGHT FALSELY CONTRIVED RAIDS AND BUREAUCRATIC HARASSMENT.