Thursday 29 July 2021

PERFORMANCE REQUIRES A CLEAR MIND

 

SIMONE BILES

SIMONE HAD TO QUIT HER LEADING ROLE IN THE OLYMPICS DUE TO "PRESSURE".


I DID NOT FLY THROUGH THE AIR UPSIDE DOWN WHEN I PERFORMED.  THE DANCE PERFORMANCE I DID WAS PHYSICAL  AND THAT COULD HAVE RESULTED IN AN INJURY. I HAD TO FOCUS AS BILES DOES.


THE IMPORTANT ISSUE WAS THAT  MENTAL ACUITY IS REQUIRED TO PERFORM AND  WAS EVEN MORE NECESSARY TO COMPOSE, DOCUMENT AND RETAIN NEW MUSICAL CREATIONS.


I attended at a doctor's office in Sooke, it will be in my diary; I told the doctor about how the Police said they were coming anytime and that interfered with my practice and composition. The doctor said he could not see how that would be a problem. Neighbors would feel entitled to trespass and hear if I was practicing and then they would call Police. This behavior and collusion is terrifying.


Simone Biles does not have the Police or the neighbors heaping tension and fear onto her and her Art. The pressure of performance may have been unbearable for her or what happened to her might have been a loss of sense of orientation. 

{ Postscript: I practiced with the Diving Team at UNB. I attempted a reverse 1+ 1/2 somersault and I lost all sense of orientation. Fortunately I ended up in the pool. I was worried about falling on the diving board if I got lost again, I no longer felt the same carefree confidence while I was spinning in the air. }


Biles has financial security and support from some people and I was penniless always until 2015 and no person supported me and I was defamed as if I abused my children and my wife when in fact Betty Collard or Trixie Dashevesky abused  me with false allegations and the children abused me by not coming forward with the truth. The condition, Tonic Immobility, I suffer from from being beaten and destructively controlled by my parents, instituted by my Mother is exacerbated by the behavior I have outlined here and I collapse terrorized and paralyzed.


SIMONE BILES IS INCREDIBLE IN COMPETITION. IN ADDITION, HER HUMOROUS ADVERTISEMENTS FOR A FOOD DELIVERY COMPANY ARE REALLY GOOD ART.

postscript:

I have my keyboard set up so I can see out the window. Playing keyboard usually involves not seeing or hearing what is going on. When Police hear music and they do not get an answer at the door, Police are furious. It is too dangerous to practice at home without always watching for trespassers, raiders and investigators. 


When I attended at Summit Physiotherapy I had two manipulation and massage sessions which I said were helpful. The next time I attended I was pointed at weight lifting machines and given two ten pound weights. I said that I could not carry that much weight and the therapist did not believe me, ending my attendance at Summit Physiotherapy and I think ICBC interfered to do this.


Just now I carried a bowl of oatmeal and a 3 pound bucket of Becel upstairs and it was too great a weight for me to carry. I could feel my back compressing. On the way down the stairs, I took some weight off by leaning on the railing and the relief was very noticeable. I am holding myself up to type by leaning on my arms on the chair armrests. Why is there no support for a disabled musician and instead this Artist has to have the noxious ministrations of the thin skinned born yesterday always available collapse creating "PUNISHMENT COMMUNITY".

Simone Biles, on the day of this addition to the postscript, says she cannot orientate herself while she spins in the air. Could I have such difficulty standing that I lose the ability to balance and stand and collapse. I have to maintain vertical equilibrium.

A persistent chant uttered in response to damage being done is:

"We don't care about your..." project, health, property or prospects which actually means "We want to see your..." project, health, property or prospects damaged, terminated, destroyed.


I have to watch this yard from the window at the top left while I am practicing in case the Police conduct their thirty seventh raid on this property that I know of with as many as six RCMP. There were also twenty seven raids on the Rockcliffe.



IT IS NUCLEAR WINTER FOR ME AT THE ROCKCLIFFE.

I AM FROZEN OUT, LEFT WITH NOTHING OF MY PERSONAL WILL AND COMFORT BY DITZKREIG.



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