WHEN I AM TOLD I SHOULD "MOVE ON": TO WHERE?
Today I had another unpleasant experience caused by my reaction to "Move On" . I had thought I posted a couple of demeaning and insulting conversations regarding myself. It turns out that they did not get posted to Facebook. I DO NOT LIKE BEING TOLD THAT I AM PSYCHOTIC OR SHOULD BE LOCKED UP FOR ACCURATELY POSTING WHAT PERSONS SAID TO ME OR ABOUT ME. Take a look at my Facebook or my LINDONCOLLARD.com . I bet that most people's Facebook and website look a lot crazier than mine.
I was playing Harmonica when I was in England in Oct. 1992 and that was "Moving On" based on decades of practice and writing sessions and a lot of playing with all and sundry at Vancouver and some Victoria Jam Sessions and Showcases.
I was invited to come to the Jazz Club in London and play with Charlie Watts' Jazz band. I was not returning, my ex-wife had lawyers, Police, By-Law and Sheriffs here at Otter Point to seize the house and take the dog Henry away and KILL HIM in 3 days. They would put my possessions out in the driveway and my musical instruments or seize them (there is a letter I have,regarding my musical instruments where the Lawwhore Luccies and the other, Trixie want to sell them and get the money for them). I had already paid her over and over again and she unlawfully used the money and I can prove that.
The criminally insane By-Law, Police, Sheriffs and neighbors, and "I am sure some are good people" have been at War with me, my animals, my property since long before Betty or Trixie joined in but the woman lends credibility and after 1992 they started arriving here at Otter Point constantly and in force and with Swat Teams and that is absolutely crazy .
I HAD DANCED LIVE ON THE STAGES OF LONDON AS I PLAYED HARMONICA, AND NOT LONG AFTER THAT MY EX-WIFE TRIED, AT MY FRONT DOOR, TO SCRATCH AT MY EYES AS SHE SCREAMED AT ME " YOUR GIRLFRIEND IS A ' COKER ' AND YOU WERE SEEN RUNNING FROM THE SCENE OF AN ACCIDENT WITH HUGE BAGS OF COCAINE " THE IMPLICATION THAT POLICE WOULD HAVE A REASON TO ATTACK ME WAS TOO TERRORIZING TO BEAR AND I HAD A TONIC IMMOBILITY OR COLLAPSE IMMOBILITY EPISODE:
I REALIZED RECENTLY THAT I NEVER DANCED LIVE ON STAGE BETWEEN HARMONICA SOLOS AGAIN.
It is long
past time that I fight back, I have been in a defensive legal and financial and family situation for far too long. It is time to fight back with a comprehensive suite of Legal Actions.
THE ORIGINS OF THE ROMAN CATHOLIC MASS AS A MIND BLOWING SPECTACLE OF SOUND AND LIGHT.
I know that the Holy Roman Church created a spectacular display with impressive music performed on multi-toned Pipe Organs. Ornate Tapestries and Elaborate Paintings, Rich Robes, Impressive Head Gear, Gold and Silver Chalices, Plates and Cerebellum and symbols of Authority fit for a King decorated and Artfully Staged a Live Rock Performance Venue for the Priests and Bishops, Cardinals and Popes to wow the crowd.
During the bad old single digit centuries the Roman Catholic Church perpetrated some horrible atrocious barbaric policies and actions.
The horrific behavior by AUTHORITY has not ceased by any means but I think there has been some moderation of the senseless cruelty of AUTHORITY in much of the Twenty First Century. Thankfully the Religious Crazies are out of their AUTHORITY ROLE in most of the modern day Planet Earth. The incredibly barbaric drawing, hanging and quartering was perpetrated upon the citizens of Civilized Countries only a Century and a Half ago. When I see a falsely acting Law officer I think of that and I think of the Drawing and Quartering they did not so long ago.
Religious,and Imaginary Big Guy Friends and just plain Crazy Ideas still do plague us in the Twenty First Century but most places making an irreverent statement or gesture will no longer get you burned alive, though this single digit century behavior does still exist on Planet Earth in the Twenty First Century.
Impressing and drawing in the Congregation to a Place of Worship and Contribution with a Spectacle of Music and Exotic Visual Backdrops is a legitimate way to attract an audience.
Convening Panels of AUTHORITY and torturing and killing people to ensure compliance to the Dictates of Imaginary Big Guy Friends is no less than a Mad Moronic Stone Age Violent Response. The Catholics and Civil Authorities who espoused similar beliefs and used the same tactics kept up the uncivilized behavior for far too long and there are still people who act like violent Stone Age Morons or Mental Cases in the Twenty First Century.
ALL RELIGIONS ARE EQUAL, EACH EXALTED IN ITS OWN WAY AND ITS FOLLOWERS BELIEFS ARE SACRED.
LIKE HELL THEY ARE, THEY ARE ALL EQUALLY IRRATIONAL BELIEF SYSTEMS, UNEVIDENCED.
I am not sure if there are other ``Red or Dead`` Religious Philosophies that continue to be widely supported in the Twenty First Century. There is a Religion which has billions of Believers whose AUTHORITY is still used to stage the other Really Impressive Religious Extravaganza, the PUBLIC EXECUTION.
As a cartoonist, satirist, writer, musician, composer and lyricist any one of those occupations could allow State Monopoly Religion to CHOP OFF MY HEAD. I am not able in any way to condone a Religion whose believers still will go back to their Single Digit Century Roots in the Twenty First Century and
CHOP OFF YOUR HEAD FOR OFFENDING THEIR IMAGINARY BIG GUY FRIEND IF YOU ARE IN REACH OF THEIR CHURCH-STATE AUTHORITY. IF YOU ARE NOT THEN THE PEOPLE WITH THE SINGLE DIGIT MINDS WILL BOMB OR SHOOT OR RUN OVER YOU.
EMPIRE, I thought I should take a look at FOX TV's EMPIRE.
Surprisingly the TV Program is a Live Music Production a lot of the time and I should have known that Jussie Smollett was still starring in the episode I saw of Empire. A role to die for in many ways, Jussie speaks reason and temperance in his mellifluous baritone tones and he has three or more live music performances.
There was a really quirky and incredibly original dance performance on Fox TV Empire at a ballet school. Watch him dance and marvel at the ballet students' apparel, I could not find the video separately to post it, it is well worth viewing.
The music videos are spectacular visually and some dance segments are just fantastic in my opinion. The musical production and the vocals did not impress me. The costuming of video artists and cast members is really something.
Likely the lifestyles and the clothing of the Empire cast are being held up to scrutiny by the writers and actors, but I have not seen enough of Empire to know. The lack of Ethics, Immorality and Fakery are challenged and the Past Criminal Activity of Characters in Empire are not approved of presently.
Jussie Smollett has perhaps gotten carried away by what goes on even in the two thirds of one Episode of Empire I viewed. Numerous Felonies are committed within a few minutes as Lucius Lyon, head of the Record Label and the Family coerces the signature which absolves him of responsibility for an Internet Defaming Project by hanging the prospective signatory out the window up a number of stories above the pavement until he signed.
Do you wonder where Jussie might have gotten the idea to Fake an Attack?
Did the Ethnic Nigerian US born "Attackers" know what they signed up to do?
THEN THERE WAS A REAL WHITE SUPREMACIST ATTACK
POSTSCRIPT: The Dead have lost so much and they cannot be consoled.The Injured may never be the same physically. Everyone present at the Christchurch New Zeeland Mosque massacres has a good chance of not ever feeling the same again. The Mosque congregation and people close to them may not be carefree and unworried ever again. It is ironic that I posted EMPIRE because of a faked attack. I am sorry for all of the unfortunate people who are suffering and who will suffer because of a senseless armed attack.
Attacks, even the fake virtual attacking done in video games, are a negative influence in our world and they should be consigned to the past like so many Stone Age Human cultural and social actions. When people are privately going about their business or cultural activities they should not be attacked. In the case of all attacks, only harm is accomplished. If the attacker makes off with a bone or a gold chalice or an inheritance or a house, which benefit the Attacker, still much more harm than that benefit is done to the Attacked. Vandals gain nothing, they want to do damage.The fake 911 Attacker prize is to get the resident or owner of a property or business SHOT or DRAGGED OFF by the POLICE. The consolation prize is the lack of relaxation of the target at home.
The personality of a person I have known for decades changed to Attacker. He had always sneered at accomplishment and hard work but the One Hundred Per Cent attack against everything that pops up is learned in VideoGameLand.
I do not seek to offend or minimise the loss and grief, my Cartoon Caricature had to bring up the fact that the Villain and Attacker is the ultimate good boy white guy, the Australian.
This is not Lindon, this is Lindon fake computer simulacrum.
There has been an Attack in New Zeeland on Mosque Worshipers by an Australian Terrorist and I do think the authorities should have known to watch those Australians. While they resent a Good Time Charlie image to the world do not forget, to paraphrase Trump: These were not their best people the British sent to Australia.They were rapists, murderers and some good people. The United Kingdom emptied its Jails, Gutters and Insane Asylums and transported the inhabitants to Australia. What could you expect from Australians, it had to happen. Extreme Australian Vetting and Monitoring and perhaps even secret Roundups of Australians. Is this an International Emergency? How much fear should we feel? Is it just the Australian Men we should fear? Are we safe from Australian Women?
Many similarities triggered a combined response happening now. Mostly I am experiencing memories of how I was not Mother`s favorite,not not not.
I feel disconnected, floating, feeling that powerless feeling with a quality of impending doom and I can not do a thing about what was done.
My head is floating and my body slumping as I keep experiencing movies of the past Mother beating and demanding and oh so smugly and Narcissistically not listening as I make my case the same as my son`s Girlfriend did during the blogged above experience. Same hectoring,`all you do is...` and the same heaping on of credibility to my ex-wife, a manipulating liar who did not work nor tell the truth. THEN THE SAME AS WAS SAID ABOUT MY TERRIBLE MOTHER, that my ex-wife was so nice. My ex-wife who wanted me on the Street or in jail and `Target his music` Damn have I ever felt vacant and paralysed and been unable to stand since then. I sadly remember one negative intervention after another as I sit here alone with nothing pleasant to do as I have for years and years. The con artist voice and sentiment of phony acceptance by monstrous manipulators echoes through my mind on occasion after occasion where faux solicitousness and hypocritical sentiment literally nauseated me.