Saturday, 4 January 2025

OPPOSITIONAL DISORDER IS MORE DESTRUCTIVE THAN OPPOSITIONAL DEFIANCE DISORDER.


WHEN AN OPPOSITIONAL DEFIANT IS DEFYING ORDERS OR LAWS THEY ARE MOSTLY AFFECTING THEMSELVES AND INTEND TO EFFECT THEIR OWN FREEDOM OF ACTION OR INACTION. THERE THERE MAY BE PERSONS WHO ARE DISTRESSED AND THERE MAY BE COLLATERAL DAMAGE WHEN OTHER PERSONS DO NOT RECEIVE SERVICES THEY REQUIRE.


THE OPPOSITIONAL DISORDERED PERSON WILL ACT IN OPPOSITION TO THE ACTIONS, OR THE BELIEFS OR THE WORDS OR THE ASPIRATIONS OF THEIR VICTIM THAT HAVE NOTHING TO DO WITH THE OPPOSITIONALLY DISORDERED ACTOR. 


I AM CERTAIN THAT TERMINATING MY MUSIC PROJECTS AND CAREER WAS A PRIORITY OF MY FAMILY. OPPOSITION TO MY DOING WHAT I ASPIRED TO DO PREDATED THE OPPOSITION TO MY ART, WRITING AND MUSIC. 


MY VERY NEUROTIC AND ADDICTED AND PSYCHOPATHIC MOTHER BEGAN BY BEATING ME AS A CHILD, STEALING MY BANK ACCOUNT AND MY TRUST FUND AS A TEENAGER AND STEALING MY MAIL. 


MY EX-WIFE DID NOT COOK CLEAN NOR FUCK. SHE STARTED MEETING WITH ANYONE SHE COULD THAT SHE THOUGHT MIGHT PROVIDE HER WITH THE MEANS TO DISPOSSESS ME OF MY HOME AND/OR MY INHERITANCES WHICH I WAS UNAWARE OF AS MY MOTHER ALWAYS STOLE MY MAIL. WHEN I HAD A HOME ADDRESS OF MY OWN, MOTHER LIED AND HAD MAIL FROM MY RELATIVES SENT TO HER ADDRESS.


MY MOTHER, MY WIFE, MY BROTHER, MY SISTER BEGAN TO MEET TO PUT AN END TO MY "'HE'S CRAZY' THOUGHTS 'THAT I WAS GOING TO BE A ROCK STAR'"


SO WHAT! WHAT SKIN WAS IT OFF THEIR NOSES WHETHER I WAS CRAZY OR IF I WERE TO SUCCEED OR NOT. THERE ARE FEW ENDEAVORS WHICH REQUIRED AS LITTLE CAPITAL AND COULD BE AS LUCRATIVE AS SUCCEEDING WITH A MUSIC CAREER.  


IT WAS INCREDIBLE HOW UNITED AND MOTIVATED THE FAMILY BECAME AS THEY, ALL OF THEM EMBRACED THEIR OPPOSITIONAL DISORDER, NOW SPREAD THROUGHOUT THE FAMILY. 



MOTHER HAD BEATEN ME FOR YEARS AND YEARS AND MY BROTHER ANDREW CAME TO MY HOUSE AND STRUCK ME IN THE CHEST; I STILL BEAR THE INJURY, MY EX-WIFE SCRATCHED AT MY EYES  AND SAID I WAS SELLING HUGE BAGS OF COCAINE WHICH TERRORIZED ME ABOUT POLICE GETTING AFTER ME AND WHEN THE FARM WAS RAIDED MY BROTHER ANDREW SENT THE POLICE HERE.  SIX RCMP SEARCHED OTTER POINT, MY HOUSE AND THE GROUNDS FOR FOUR HOURS.