FROM "LINDON COLLARD TOTAL RECALL"

 

PERIODICALLY I REALIZE HOW ABSURD THE CONTROLLING FREAKS ARE.

MY MUSICAL ENTERPRISE HAD  

LITTLE TO DO WITH ANYONE 

ON VANCOUVER ISLAND AS 

IT HAPPENED IN MY STUDIOS 

HERE OR IN VANCOUVER. 

ONCE I GOT FARTHER AFIELD, 

BUT I WAS A CITY OF VANCOUVER 

MUSICIAN. 

WHY WOULD THE COLLARD FAMILY 

WOMEN BE INVOLVED WITH THAT 

AT ALL? 

THEY WANTED TO STAMP IT OUT.

THE POLICE HERE AT OTTER POINT, 

THE SOOKE RCMP, WERE VERY 

INTERESTED IN DISCREDITING 

ME AND IN ( FROM FOI ) INTERFERING 

WITH MY MUSIC CAREER. WHY? 

THE VANCOUVER POLICE, IN THE 

CITY WHERE I SOUGHT MY CAREER 

DID NOT INTERFERE WITH ME EXCEPT 

FOR FRITZ VERHOOVEN'S POLICE 

FRIEND FROM THE DOG SQUAD. ( I FORGOT. )

WHY WOULD POLICE BE INVOLVED 

WITH NOT A PARTYING BUT AN 

ORIGINAL COMPOSING AND 

LYRICIZING MUSICIAN?

CRINGE ME CRINGE ME: DIM MY LIGHTS

I JUST RECALLED WHAT SHUTS DOWN THE EXUBERANCE ENERGY AND CONFIDENCE OF THE LIVE ROCK PERFORMER.

THE CREATION OF WORRY, AND THE FEELING OF BEING WATCHED AND PROBED TO EXPOSE SOME DEFECT AND HAVING ONE'S MOTIVATION AND ONE'S DEDICATION AND PROFICIENCY AND EVEN ONE'S VERACITY AND SANITY QUESTIONED SAPS THE ENERGY AND BRAVADO OF THE LIVE ROCK PERFORMER.

WHEN I WAS AT MY PEAK IN CONFIDENCE AND IN PROFICIENCY THE ASSOCIATED CHEER AND ENERGY WAS MIS-CHARACTERIZED AS SOME LACK OF CONTROL OR LACK OF DECORUM OR LACK OF A REALISTIC OUTLOOK.

THEN THE FAMILY FELT ENTITLED TO STEAL FROM ME TO FORCE ME TO LABOR AT THEIR ONEROUS TASKS AND THEN OUTRAGED, THE FAMILY OF NARCISSISTS PHYSICALLY ATTACKED ME AND THEY DREW THE ATTENTION OF THE POLICE TO ME AND MY EX-WIFE AND HER LAWYER TRIED TO HAVE POLICE SEIZE MY GOODS AND MY MUSICAL INSTRUMENTS AND MY HOUSE AND STUDIO. THE DEFAMATION SPREAD AND OTHER PERSONS MADE THINGS UP ABOUT ME AND SENT DOGCATCHERS AND SHERIFFS AND BY-LAW OFFICERS OUT TO MY HOUSE AND STUDIO .......

CAN YOU BELIEVE I WAS CRINGING?

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IT TAKES A LOT OF PRACTICE AND LIVE PERFORMANCE TO GET INTO THE ENERGETIC CONFIDENT EXUBERANT STATE OF MIND THAT IS NECESSARY TO GET UP IN FRONT OF AN AUDIENCE AND PLAY.

I HAVE HAD TO WORK MY WAY UP TO THAT GLORIOUS STATE FROM LAYING THERE UNABLE TO MOVE TO DANCE AND WAIL WITH MY HARMONICAS.

IT COULD TAKE ONLY A SINGLE BAD EXPERIENCE TO MAKE ME CRINGE AND TO BE UNABLE TO PERFORM OR EVEN TO LEAVE THE HOUSE DUE TO A RELAPSE INTO SHELL SHOCK OR TONIC IMMOBILITY.

SOME OF THOSE WHO LACK THE SPARK, WHO DO NOT FEEL LIKE PUTTING IN THE HOURS OF PRACTICE WHO WILL HARASS AND DEFAME AND FAKE 911 CALL AND RAID ME TOPPLING ME FROM THE GLORIOUS STATE OF CONFIDENT PERFORMANCE INTO THE FUGUE AND TERROR OF CRINGING.

MY LORD DO YOU EVER SUCK COMPARED TO JIMI

 

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LOS ANGELES FORUM APRIL 26 1969

VODOO CHILD (SLIGHT RETURN)/ SUNSHINE OF YOUR LOVE.

BLACK STAR WHITE STAR

BLACK STAR WAS TOUTED AS BROOKLYN'S FINEST RAP.

I FOUND THEIR  TWO PERFORMANCES ON SATURDAY NIGHT LIVE TO BE MUCH THE SAME TRADITIONAL HAND WAVING AND WALKING ABOUT WHILE REPEATING AND REPEATING. IT WAS SO BORING.

WHITE STAR TAYLOR SWIFT'S POTENTIAL LIVE PERFORMANCE IS A CASH GRAB BY TICKET SELLERS AND RESELLERS IS WHAT HER FANS POST.

TAYLOR HAS SOME SLICK VIDEOS. IS SHE REALLY AS SLIM AS SHE IS PORTRAYED TO BE IN HER VIDEOS?

I NEVER LIKED SWIFT'S SCREECHY VOCALS. I REALLY LIKED GRACE SLICK, JANICE JOPLIN, SHERYL CROW AND AMY WINEHOUSE. I HAVE EMULATED THEIR VOCAL RIFFS. I DID A VERY LITTLE BIT OF KARAOKE: WHITE RABBIT, SUMMERTIME AND ME AND MY GIRLFRIEND LOUISE DID A DYNAMITE WHITE ROOM.